Thursday, July 29, 2004 [ 10:27 PM ] ;
0 repliesToday's a pretty good day...quite relaxed. And again i do not understand the mentality of my friends, they decided to bring up jolene's name again. That is seriously very irritating and i suspect it will be detrimental to my psychological make up. And besides, i dun and wont and will never like her. Dun ask why, i dun want to insult people on my blog. They dun really know where my heart lies, only with her. Maybe i'll regret what i said 10 years down the road, but nothing will change the way i feel for her. It was just at the wrong time. I dun really know what to say. I'll not forgive myself for what i have done. And guys, u want to pick a girl for me? Pick a better one please. Thanks alot.
"There is no other thing known to man as great as love." Anon.
Monday, July 26, 2004 [ 9:52 PM ] ;
0 repliesHad my napfa 5 items today! Did reasonably well even though i wasnt exactly that prepared for it. Lets see...39cm for sit and reach, 4 pull ups, 251cm for short broad jump (A!), 42 sit ups and 9.49secs for shuttle run(A!) Haha...not bad wont u guys say?
Went to get my new specs...in the end din end up choosing any cuz i din like most of them...kinda sucky and not to my tastes. I particularly liked a oakley one but it was about 480 just for the frame. If u then include the lens would be 500++ already. So decided to give it a pass for the moment. Maybe i'll get it next week or something. Haha and got to try out contacts! I mean its so cool sticking the small plastic soft lens into your cornea lor. And the lady helping me was so pretty can...i think she's in her early twenties. And she was like so helpful and stuff...teaching me how to wear my lens. I actually considered to purposely not wear it properly so i could spend more time in her company! Haha kidding. A nice girl overall...attractive certainly. I've been certainly noticing more girls lately. Whats with my hormones...better get a grip on myself. HA! Oh well i'll get to see her again soon when i go back and get my contacts. Hee...
Sunday, July 25, 2004 [ 10:48 PM ] ;
0 repliesok people...have decided to blog out of sheer boredom. Hmm...
Today, went for tuition. Did some trigo sums. A graph. some algebra. Finally...getting closer to the Os. And this time im not going to fail. Oh and there's eye candy at tuition today! Her name is germaine and she's from stc. I sincerely hope she's not lesbian though...too many pretty girls nowadays are lesbians already. Whats the world coming too? Not enough handsome guys for you? I told jenny i had common tests coming up. Know what she said? "Dun study so hard for it la...pia for your Os and get out of there to either a jc or poly. Wasting 3 years in MI is not worth it." And that moment i was thinking what joy tan's 2 boats thesis which basically is "MI is like a boat and Os another boat with you with one leg on each. Just dun fail your Os and your promos and then the boats will go sideways meaning you fall into the sea." How encouraging right? Haha but im determined not to fall in. All the same im wearing a life jacket just to be on the safe side.
Came home...ate porridge...slacked. Then prepared for soccer match at ubi. Against Church of true light i think...cant really remember their name. Just know that ben yong is there. For the uninformed, ben yong is the bf of one of sas's ex chio teacher, Miss Delia Hoo. Haha and i had the honour of her teaching me in lower sec b4. Whoo! Back to the match...i realised i only can make like a couple of long sprints. After that i wont have stamina to run anymore...ARgh. Terrance ah Terrance u gotta work on your stamina...if not you wont be a good left back. Did a pretty quick closing down on one of their wingers and he crossed the ball into my face. The moment the ball made contact i knew my glasses were finished. What i didnt expect was that i got myself cut. And to think at first i thought it was sweat. Till when i saw dark red sweat i was like oh my...and the taste of blood on my lips. And again i get to taste iron. Tskk...not that a bad cut though...i wont be scarred for life. Lol.
Came home did some revision on econs and bio. But thinking back i cant remembered what i revised...maybe i shld try to focus. Concentrate.
Gonna get new specs tmr...finally! And maybe contacts. I think i'll just get those focus daillies stuff since im gonna wear them only for soccer matches. Haha im not that vain to wear contacts all the time la k. At least not yet. Oh well...another hour to monday. Another long 5 day week of school. 3 more weeks to common tests. 3 more months to Os. Good luck Terrance. You'll need it.
Meant to live - Switchfoot
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live...
Thursday, July 22, 2004 [ 10:18 PM ] ;
0 repliesThe cosmos symbolizes the unity and harmony of the universe.
Sun symbolizes the power, the strengthand the masculinity of the universe.
The stars symbolize hope and celestial beauty.
I dunno how am i going to study man...i should start to panic already. And i lost those small little cards to write my notes! u know those namecard sized cards that u write your notes and carry them around so u can study them at anywhere at anytime? Bleah...How am i supposed to get at least 2 distinction for Os if i carry on like that? Sigh. I dun think i can make it people.
Wednesday, July 21, 2004 [ 10:48 PM ] ;
0 repliesJust finished studying Napoleon and how he governed post revolution France. He did a pretty good job of doing and was even compared (not by me, its in the notes) to the likes of hitler and stalin without the radios. The propaganda that he used to make the bourgeoise(peasants) believe that he is the heir of the revolution (yea right) and that he fought for Liberty, Fraternity and Equality (cue in fanfare). I still wonder about whats with all these democratic stuff? I mean we're even fighting for them now right? (north korea)
Oh well...to think napoleon actually used a one man rule to rule france. Totally destroyed my opinion of him...not that i had much of an opinion in the first place anyway. All in all, the power probably went to napoleon's head and he couldnt bear to lose it...therfore writing up constitutions...having a secret police...no free press (just throw in the works) yea you get my drift. What a bastard.
Talking about psychotic people...did i tell u about the girl that keeps giving psychotic looks? I'll elaborate next time. Meanwhile...I better be careful.
Friday, July 16, 2004 [ 9:16 PM ] ;
0 repliesOk have been getting back my results and seriously they werent that good after all. But still considering i din really study and what not and still did better than quite a few of my classmates...hmm must be the MI thing. Oh well can only blame myself for not concentrating.
Joy tan said something about the people retaking their Os and coming to MI. For those that dun know, mrs tan is my european history teacher. Ok so back to the point...she said we're like having one leg one boat and the other leg on the other boat. We gotta stay commited and not lose our concentration. Besides, if we dun do well for the Os and also not good enough for the promos which means the 2 boats end up going sideways and we end up falling into the sea. What an encouraging picture she painted. Bleah.
Havent really recovered from the mid years shock and they're hitting us in 5 weeks again with the common tests. Have the teachers gone psycho or something? I need a breather you know?
When i was walking to collect my bike from the shop...just did some calculations and realised there's only 4 mths left to the Os. Means i gotta start serious mugging now if i really want to get my 3 As. Even so...i dun really think i can manage it. Gotta keep my confidence and commitment. Hopefully i'll pull through this with barely a scratch. Hahah...
Dun really have much to say...i think i shld write up a timetable and stick to it. Hmmm...i've been coming online less and thats probably a good sign. I'll try to cut back to not coming online on somedays too. Sigh. To the people out there reading this...have a nice day =)
Wednesday, July 14, 2004 [ 11:56 PM ] ;
0 repliesWhats with the sudden influx of my friends talking to her? I dunno what to say really. It kinda sucks.
Making myself feel bad over something i shld have never started.
Sunday, July 11, 2004 [ 9:41 PM ] ;
0 repliescant seem to find things to talk about...after all my life is monotonous and no1 really reads this anyway. Not that i let alot of people know i have a blog anyway. Oh well...so after the excitement of euro2004 things certainly have seemed to quieten down already.
Doing quite well with my emaths and physics...cant say the same for biology and history though. Hopefully i'll get out of where i dun want to be. MI.
I cant afford to get distracted now by girls...books are more important. Anyway i know myself...cant really stay constant. So well that pretty much settles it. Sigh...I think i will never let her know. Haha!
Monday, July 05, 2004 [ 3:11 PM ] ;
0 repliesNot really up to updating this few days...just to tell u guys that i've put on braces haha. Yea...and i might be getting a new comp soon too yipee! Finally started on my revision for Os. Hopefully i'll make it. Cheerios people :D
