Thursday, September 30, 2004 [ 11:02 PM ] ;
0 repliesSila - Happy birthday singaporean!
Khai - Congrats man, one punch for each year!
Nat - Happy birthday.
Hamizah - Hey its your birthday right? Happy birthday!
Alicia - Terrance its your birthday? Happy birthday.
Ailing - Happy birthday!
Sara - You're finally older by one year. Haha!
Gu Yu - Happy birthday, you're one year closer to dying.
Chewy - Happy birthday daddy!
Poh Ru - Got present for you!
Lyvia - Happy birthday you're 17 now so i hope u will be more mature in your thinking ok?
Mark - Happy birthday dude.
Dom - Happy birthday by the way.
Michelle - Hey...happy birthday! Hope your day was good.
Kwan - Happy birthday darling! Where's my present?
Xiuli - Happy birthday!
people i've missed -
Xin Jie - Hey buddy! Happy bday! Dun think that it's juz another day yeah?
Shi Min - Happy birthday daddy :)
Avril - Hey, im the last person to wish you happy birthday =) hope u had a nice day!
Gurpreet - Hey i am so sorry, happy belated birthday!
Auntie Jas - Hey didnt know its ure birthday. 3 days late...happy belated!
Various greetings i got in the day. Might not be the exact words by i tried my best to remember already. Haha.
Happy birthdayyy terrance. You're one year older.
Sunday, September 26, 2004 [ 3:00 PM ] ;
0 repliesFinally dragged myself and went for alumni prac yesterday. For the first time since the concert, i was pretty shocked to see many people missing. Also pleasantly surprised to see rao come back for prac. For those that dun really know, rao has a kinda godlike status within the saints percussion section from sas through sajc and now alumni. Haha. Im happy to announce that my section is still pretty intact after all with edwin marcus michelle and me returning and the addition of rao.
Discovered some pretty surprising things about my friend from what rao told me. Hmm...sat with kah fai imiz and toi and listened to them talked. Never expected toi to be smoking though i can understand kah fai and imiz smoking. At least the wind was blowing into my back, thus blowing the smoke away from me. If not i would not have been able to stand the smoke. I even told them, "eh its time to quit la." pretty rude for a junior to say that to his seniors, but still, its for their health la. The dangers of smoking. Sigh.
I have a question...why does it always seem to rain on sundays?
"The problems u face is insignificant when compared to the world's problems. Your hatred is nothing if u think about the world first." Can
Jian, Hero
Tuesday, September 21, 2004 [ 8:59 PM ] ;
0 replies9 days left to my bday. Ahah...its been finally close to another year. This year has certainly passed quickly, in a flash its going to be the end of year already. With my promos and Os, its hard to juggle these various stuff. How can i ever take the stress? Anyway being 1 year older, 1 lesser year to spend in the education system, 1 year closer to coming out into society. I dun really know whether i can take this anymore.
I just realised, what im doing now is really just drifting along with life's currents. I have nowhere in mind where i want to go. No ambitions whatsoever. Sigh.
Its time to start studying. Bleah.
Friday, September 17, 2004 [ 9:14 PM ] ;
0 repliesWalked around in town today. And as usual, im feeling nauseous again. AGAIN! Why am i always in a perpeptual state of nausea. YUCK. Felt like puking my guts out but then its orchard. Argh...cant afford to make a fool out of myself. Went to hmv and finally bought the suikoden ost i wanted. 68 bucks! I gotta cut down on import cds already. Tuition tmr...shld i do physics or emaths? Either way...i've gotta show my face. Have already missed 2 sessions because of my fever...dunwant to miss anymore with Os so close. Still waiting for MOE to mail me the further details of my entry proof for sci practicals. Sigh...
Promos are coming! Yawn...
Os! I will definitely pass this time.
"The destination might not be the most important thing...sometimes, it is the journey that is important." Anon.
Thursday, September 16, 2004 [ 9:27 PM ] ;
0 repliesHeyyy...
Havent updated in a long time already. Well i've been down with fever with the average temp of 39.0 degrees. At even one point of time, the doctors suspected it was dengue fever. Yea....
Anyway, onto brighter things. The year's finally drawing to a close, promos and Os are finally arriving. Its time to do what i set out to do at the start of this year, get out of MI. Although i dun really harbour much hopes of getting that fantastic grades, i still hope i'll do well enough to promote and also get decent grades for Os. After that...we'll take one step at a time first.
Liverpool 2 - 0 Monaco - YAY!
Rafael Benitez! You have not let the Anfield faithful down.
Monday, September 06, 2004 [ 10:34 PM ] ;
0 repliesPlayed badminton and watched bourne supremacy today. Its damn zai...u guys shld go and watch.
2nd last episode of friends and im gonna miss them already =( this is the last song they played at the end of the episode.
Five for fighting - 100 years
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another momen
tAnd I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
"Yea and these are the faces of 2 people in the know!" Chandler, Friends on being told its twins
Saturday, September 04, 2004 [ 1:11 AM ] ;
0 repliesMy life has taken a turn for the worse generally. Sigh =( Not sure whether im up to the tasks given to me anymore.
A 1 week holiday, minus 3 days for the camp. 1 day for tuition. 2 days for extra lessons. Im left with one day to do my own studying and the hmwk i have. Emaths, biology, physics, history, econs, lit, history A. How did i ever let myself get into such a situation? My life's full of regrets. The only thing i can do is to repeat what a friend taught me "Do not look back on the decisions you have made and all the what ifs and such and you would have no regrets at all." Im finding that abit hard to follow really. Sigh...maybe its because i think too much.
Onto my wound. My knee's getting alot better. Hopefully the doc wont cut it open when i see her again since the first time it didnt work.
Saw this on tv...i dun get it.
Why does a dog wag its tail?
Because the dog is smarter than the tail.
If the tail was smarter,
It would wag the dog.
HUH? Is that a joke? If it is i dun get it. Anyway it was from the movie Wag the Dog.
"life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but the number of moments that take your breath away"
Wednesday, September 01, 2004 [ 10:45 PM ] ;
0 repliesAs the night wears on my mood seems get even worse. I hate fighting a losing battle...especially against depression. I cant control my mood swings =( sigh...
MOSCOW, Russia (CNN) -- Three people were killed as armed attackers seized a school in southern Russia and took at least 100 people hostage, Russian officials said.
MOSCOW, Russia (CNN) -- A female suicide bomber killed nine people and herself and wounded 51 others when she detonated a bomb outside a subway station in northeastern Moscow Tuesday, officials said.
BEERSHEBA, Israel (CNN) -- Two suicide bombers set off almost simultaneous blasts on buses in this southern Israeli city, killing 16 people in addition to themselves.
Seeing such things happen...i feel kinda depressed. What kind of people are these? Martyrs wannabes? Its not going to work. Besides they're dying for the wrong causes. Why cant we all just stop fighting? Will we only be happy if we all kill each other?
What kind of world do we live in anyway?
Its starting to hurt again...im getting depressed. Sigh.
"...so much for my happy ending" Avril Lavigne, My happy ending
