of love and sadness

Friday, February 25, 2005 [ 9:49 PM ] ; 0 replies

3 more days.

Its finally the end of the week which means i can wake up late tomorrow(yay!) and get to laze around. School's been pretty relaxed and slow paced considering that soon project work will be implemented and the pace's gonna pick up extremely quickly soon.

Was a little disappointed that they didnt release the O level results today. Wanted to find out how i did which honestly till now i still cant tell how i'll fare. Considering that there's only 3 more days and my days at MI are coming to a close(probably), I'll say that MI has been a pretty good place for me thus far, being the classmates and tutors that made it bearable.

Remembering the first few days of orientation last year, I was close to withdrawing from school if not for my dad objecting to it. Thinking about it now, its a good thing i didnt withdraw as i made a few good friends and 2 close friends, dominic and sengkiat respectively there. The countless movie trips we made, and eating various food around singapore was a experience previously unknown in my previous years in secondary school. Of course, my experiences with my secondary school friends are good too but just different in a sense compared to now.

Anyway right now i dun know how i'll take the results. I guess i'll know everything on monday when i find out my results. I find myself hoping and praying now that somehow, just somehow, that i've managed to scrap past and get below 20. Since selina said being devoid of emotions for the impending release of results is not good, and actually being devoid of emotions for anything is not good anyway, i think i'll be decidedly nervous.

Dinner tomorrow with my chinese tutor and friends.

Sunday, February 20, 2005 [ 9:01 PM ] ; 0 replies

Its coming to the end of 2 months and apparently the O level results are going to be out by either next friday or the monday which also happens to be the last day of february. So...after all this while...its now the time of reckoning. Im at a crossroad with no clear direction as to what my next step would be.

So. Where would i go next?

Its a question mark.

Saturday, February 19, 2005 [ 9:25 PM ] ; 0 replies

Saints Hallelujah VI

This is one of the most relaxed concert i've ever been in, and it was really fun playing with the alumni. Nothing much to note really except for the debriefing in which michael was going to step down and i think arthur would be the next president of the alumni. Glosz also wanted the alumni to come back to coach the new primary school band. From what i see, the musical standards of sas will rise drastically soon with the creation of the primary school band that would create an influx of musicians with experience.

After the concert took some photos and then left with my friends for chomp chomp for a late dinner. Wanted to take a cab there but after much walking me iggy sk and dom eventually ended up at cityhall so decided to take a train there. Anyway, we got there like just after the girls and they were driven by alicia there. Anyway, dinner was good followed by free ice cream at Ice3 and by the time we finished, it was already 12:45pm. Got home around 1 and then had a short bath, read a little, checked my utopian account and then went to bed.

Woke up today and went down to sajc for its funfair and in the end, realised that we (iggy dom me) couldnt finish our coupons and ended up giving one $10 coupon to huini. By the way, huini you look great. Wanted to tell you after the concert but didnt get around to saying it. It must be as you age the prettier you get huh? Haha. Back to the funfair. The only highlight was the sharksfin soup from thai kitchen. Tasted delicious though i felt like puking after finishing one bowl by myself (iggy and dom shared one)

Left about 1 and took cab with dom and dropped him off at cityhall while i went home to sleep since i was still feeling really tired after the long friday. Hmm...its been awhile since i wrote such a long post.

Thanks to all my friends that came to my concert. I appreciate it!

Tuesday, February 15, 2005 [ 12:45 AM ] ; 0 replies

Flu again on monday. I wonder what is it with mondays. I always seem to fall sick only on mondays. And then vomited...felt like my stomach was trying to come out together with the bile too. After vomiting crashed out on my bed and slept till 10+ where i woke up.

I think i have to take care of myself more carefully and eat regularly.

Oh and before i forget. Happy Valentine's Day!

"From this day to the ending of the World,
...we in it shall be remembered
...we band of brothers."

__________________________Henry V
_________________William Shakespeare

Sunday, February 13, 2005 [ 7:28 PM ] ; 0 replies

End of this 5 day holiday, end of red packet collecting, end of rest time, end of relaxtion, and i've not started on my homework. oh dear oh dear oh dear...

On a brighter note though, i've found my missing lit file and notes, and at least i can show my teacher something instead of being embarrassed when she asks me for it every monday. Hmm...

3 GP essay outline. Not done. History essay. Not done. Literature annotations. Not done. Chinese newspaper report. Not done.

Alumni concert on friday. No files.

Im screwed. >_<

Wednesday, February 09, 2005 [ 1:46 AM ] ; 0 replies

I seem to have misplaced quite a few of my literature paper 8 worksheets =( and my yellow file that i dug out which i had meant to file those worksheets in has disappeared too! Something seems to be going on. Since the start of this year i've been losing my worksheets without meaning to. Bleah. How can i go on like this?

Yay! Can catch up on my sleep on my 5 daym break. Guess what? I dun need to report to school on friday. Ho ho...relaxation time!

Counting down from now, 9 days to the concert. A little over a week to prepare.

For those that didnt watch, Constantine was good. Very.

I currently crave :- Hainanese chicken rice, katong laksa, meehon goreng, cheese prata, korean hot plate food, grandma's cooking =(

Sunday, February 06, 2005 [ 8:51 PM ] ; 0 replies

So tired. Fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue fatigue.

You get the idea. Anyway the pop this year wasnt exactly good. Everything was damn damn slack. Even the marching. =( This is not good. Sasmb seems to be become more relaxed with the standard of discipline. Sigh.

I want my ipod =(

Saturday, February 05, 2005 [ 1:23 PM ] ; 0 replies

For the first time after cutting my hair, im actually happy with it! I mean...this is an accomplishment. Because for what seems like forever, the hairdressers never seem to get my instructions correctly.

Just saw the predator pulse silver. It looks cool man. Now i wished i had waited for it to come out and buy it instead of the red and black one.

Sas POP (passing out parade) coming up later.....what i heard from kc, its going to suck. Apparently they march like zombies, and are trying to make a sequel for resident evil.

Oh man...it better not rain later. I want to cycle!

Tuesday, February 01, 2005 [ 10:35 PM ] ; 0 replies

Tralalala...new year's coming soon. And besides that Valentine's Day is coming too! And eventually, the day of the release of O level results will be here too!

Cant wait.

Thomas Hardy juxtaposition of contrasting sentences serves to befuddle literature students like us.