Tuesday, May 03, 2005 [ 9:28 PM ] ;
0 repliesFor these past few days, as though in sync with the weather, my emotions have been on the rise. Having wildly weird and sadistic thoughts now is the norm of life, and i tend to experience flashes of anger, although only momentarily, but nonetheless, still quite scary.
First off from my priority list, is to decide whether i really want to take AO maths tuition now so i can take the AO maths exam and open up more routes for me to the university. After that is to stablise my history results, which is getting increasingly more horrifying as more tests go by, with my marks dipping ever so slightly. Hmm. After that is to ensure that i can push up both my Economics and Literature marks, especially my economics so it would be, in my friends' words, my "fortress" subject. Literally meaning, one which i would never fail. Finally would be the project work tasks, which will take place throughout the course of this year, and most likely serve to make me satisfied at times and yet also frustrated.
Looking at this priority list, im saddened to say that i've finally been assimilated into Singapore's "paper" society, where success in your life hinges on what academic qualifications you achieve. The better your degree, the more successful your relatives deem you to be, which i find absurd nowadays. For now, i shall not elaborate on that though.
On a brighter note, i think i would create an entertainment list for myself, probably just listing the things i ought to do, like getting certain games and watching certain movies etc, etc. If i really descend into my mugger mode, which will never happen in this year, I will seriously not call myself Terrance anymore. For the name Terrance is never associated with "studying hard".
Sports day heats tomorrow at Toa Payoh stadium. Sigh hopefully the weather would be good and not make me sweat like crazy. Bleah.
I honestly think i should get myself a girlfriend. And remember to treat her with respect. And not hurt her unneccessarily. And dun look at other girls when im attached. There. These rules should do.
